【LOVE AND DEEPSPACE CALEB BDAY/恋と深空マヒル生誕祭】HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONIICHAAAAAAAAAN【EN/日本語勉強中】
[Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] planted by stars there’s time for [Music] [Music] Ah can you hear me can you hear me i think it’s working obs OBS said you’re not allowed to stream anymore it was very stressful okay is it really loud i think it’s really loud it’s really loud in my side [Music] wait how do I turn it down [Music] it’s still [Music] Uh okay let me know if it’s Let me know how the sound is if I need to turn it up or turn it down i know I’m still on the I know I’m still on the uh opening loading screen so let’s jump in hi have I already said hi it’s pretty quiet okay uh Welcome to the stream everyone welcome welcome i’m really sorry for the delay but OBS I don’t think it was even actually OBS’s fault i think it was actually um uh stream elements sorry OBS for blaming you um but uh it just kept crashing on me and let us increase the volume a little bit oh the BGM is uh I always put the BGM down because it’s always really really loud for some reason in every single game that I play so I always that’s the first thing I ever I do every time I play a game a new game i always put the BG down anyway Pup thank you for 12 months of membership um I guess I turned off Stream Elements i turned off Stream Elements so now OBS works but none of my alerts work which is just so great i love technology anyway do you guys know what today is today is Friday the 13th it is and it’s Onichan’s birthday woohoo june 13th is Onichan’s birthday this is my only chan this guy on the couch this is my on deleting your whole hard drive no don’t say that i would actually cry my sleep has been so bad i didn’t realize it was already Friday damn saturday 140 a.m for you not for me yet but thank you for 44 months of membership happy on day happy on day everyone today I know okay I I don’t know if you can tell but I’m a little bit tipsy because I just I went into town today to go to an onichan birthday event in town and obviously I had like drinks and stuff uh because they were doing like the on event and you get like freebies if you if you buy drinks so I got some drinks and obviously because I was in town I had to get soju peach is the best flavor by the way and so I got peach soju and it was really really good and and we had Korean food so me I went out with my friends to the Oni event and we had Korean food is this still in Japan no I am not in Japan anymore i I am Blueberry Blueberry Socks i am I am I am in Mars so um I was also surprised that they do like love and deep space events in Mars i did I didn’t know this i only found out last time when my my friend took me to the Silus one um and uh I was like “What they do like Love and Deep Space events in in Mars that’s crazy.” And then I found out that they were doing the Onichan one as well apparently they do one for every single love interest and I was like “Wow.” Which makes sense because it is pretty big um it’s a Chinese game so it’s pretty big in China and it’s pretty popular amongst the Chinese population and we have quite a lot of Chinese people in town basically the event was in Chinatown so it is it when I thought about it I was like oh okay that makes sense that makes sense have you had there’s a mango apple soju i didn’t know that i’ve only I’ve had a peach i’ve had a blueberry i’ve had plum i don’t really like plum that much actually i had like a yogurt one as well which I don’t know if it’s just a fancy version a fancy name to say plain but um does it does it what uh but I had the yogurt one and what else is there yo I want to try the mango apple i tried quite a lot of soju flavors i don’t like plum well it’s okay but it’s not my favorite i don’t actually like the plain soju to be honest because obviously it’s not filled with sugar and I like my drinks filled with sugar so uh but it is what it is but if I find a mango apple soju I would probably I would drink it and honestly it probably would be one of my favorites cuz I [ __ ] love mango i [ __ ] love mango bro you suck mayhaps no I’m kidding anyway anyway on is sleeping on the couch with his sunglasses on for some reason i don’t know mango is the best fruit you’re right but the thing about mango is like it’s not it’s not like it’s only nice when it’s ripe right so you have to like get it in the right season uh which is coming up now in the summer let me do my dailies first while I’m yapping uh because not ripe mango is very sour can be interesting i don’t really like sour i don’t know if you guys know but the uh well to be honest I haven’t even watched the what you call it um I haven’t watched the event story the birthday event story i haven’t watched the Bethic COD story uh so it’s a bit I don’t actually know any of the story at the moment but I’ve seen like the trailer and stuff uh and it’s like something about lemon candy or whatever which I thought was quite funny because my favorite K-pop group ATS uh released uh uh their album today uh and their title song is called Lemon Drop so they released lemon drop on on day and the theme is like lemon sour lemon candy and I think that’s just fate this day was made for me you are unhealthily attached to a new chan it is not unhealthy how is it unhealthy whatever you’ve just never been in love oh also when I went to the event um so I was ordering my drinks and stuff so I was waiting for it and then I I look I looked behind me i looked behind me and there was like an onen cosplayer and like audibly cuz I didn’t expect them to be there obviously and I was I audibly gasped i was like and my friend my friend thought that was really funny um and even even the cosplayer was like I had to apologize to them cuz the cosplayer was like I was very embarrassed but at this point I was already like one bottle of soldier down so it’s like whatever did he ask you to track your cycle who did rita you’re so funny i know anyway so what happened was that uh so I went Oh this is uh No no what the [ __ ] he woke up you know what while he’s awake I’m going to change his clothes to his birthday outfit but yeah anyway um which one’s his butt this one i’m going to get rid of his sunglasses because it’s night time you don’t need it you don’t need it here we go his birthday suit [Music] oh yeah there is um there is a what you call it uh period tracker in this game but I don’t really use period trackers so but I have turned it on because sometimes sometimes um cuz I wanted to see the dialogue that they say but it’s actually really cute so I don’t know i didn’t really understand the people that were weirded out by it because it it’s basically like I think when it’s like time for you uh time what What does that mean what does that mean it is a tracker that Yeah basically it’s just like supportive they’re just like “Oh you should you should take care of yourself and eat nice food and stay warm and stuff like that basically during um your period.” Which I thought was just really cute holy [ __ ] you can’t say that and can’t say that in front of everyone on we have an audience okay anyway what was I saying oh yeah the cosplayer so it was really embarrassing and the cosplayer even like laughed at me and I was like “Oh I’m I’m so sorry.” So why got on the stream it’s not AI he’s not AI he’s not he’s not cat GPT docks the period uh and I was like uh so obviously I asked for a picture and then the cosplayer commented on me and I was like oh what the [ __ ] this cannot be happening right now i literally I like I had to hold my breath and then like as soon as it was finished I like ran out of the shop i was like “Oh my god [Music] i ran out of the shop.” I was like “No [Music] this is not happening right now i cannot be doing this like he was like the cosplayer i don’t I don’t know i’m pretty sure it was a girl but like the cosplayer was like really into the character of Yeah yeah the cosplay was good i did get a picture but like you can’t really see unfortunately my friend is not very good at taking pictures so you can’t really see their face but um anyway uh yeah they were really into character and I was like oh my god from Eureka’s fantasies because it is basically it basically is and I was like oh my god I literally was screaming in the shop that I had to I was so embarrassed I had to literally run outside i was like I can’t I can’t do this and I was already drunk at that point so I was about to like basically get on my knees and cry on the floor so yeah that was that was what happened to me today and it was really I I really I had fun so I had fun and um I did get like so in the event you get like a a little I guess in K-pop terms they call them photo cards but I guess they’re like trading cards or whatever and um I had I got uh Kayla Caleb on Nichan i did have a good time i had a great time and um they had like gacha badges as well included with your drink uh but like the badges were like oh you can it’s like uh yeah the shiny holographic uh physical cards i mean you can probably make them yourself it’s like whatever uh but it was obviously it was part of his birthday um event thing and then um uh but they had like badges that you the ga gacha badges that you can pick from but the badges was like it wasn’t all on i don’t know if they rigged it so that there was more on Chan but like um you could get like the other characters as well uh but I got I got Onich Chan so I was like I was happy did lots of people turn up there was I wouldn’t say lots of people but I I got to the shop pretty late so I don’t know cuz I was working all day so I don’t know i don’t know if there were more people um during the day but the event is like from today until like Sunday or something like that [Music] [Music] um yeah so people So there was like But what so I went to Silus’s one of the other characters um birthday event in that same shop and that one a lot of people came there was like uh it it was there was a queue outside i had to queue to get into the shop in order and stuff like that uh so I don’t know i mean I’m not surprised that Silus is more popular than Oni Chan with all but uh I don’t know if it’s just because of the time that I got there [Music] but it’s fine i don’t need any to be popular because no one else under no one understands him like I do no one gets him like I do okay oh yeah exactly more for me [Music] [Music] uh yeah exactly only I understand you’re right so my plan for today was to go through the birthday event story and like whatever uh I already collected all of like the um all of the cake ingredients so in in the event basically you collect like the ingredients and you get like little stories as well i’m not really going to go through them because they’re not voiced and I don’t really want to read um and then you can make your own cake so this is the cake that I’ve done so far you can decorate it and stuff there’s also like presets that you can choose from which I’m not going to do because I worked really hard on this cake [Music] uh if you go out to a con you should get one of those car no they I’m not going to lie they scare me they’ve always scared me hi Jim katie I decided I’ve done this for with all the other um characters um on their birthday i always use all of the toppers cuz usually like like in the presets I don’t know if you can see but like they use like one for the cake but they’re all really cute so I was like I want it i want I want to use them all so they’re they’re scary to me because they they can’t change the expression uh but yeah this is what I’ve done so far i don’t know i don’t know i might I might I might decorate it a little bit more to this is you can also write a birthday card i I wrote a birthday card to Oni that basically just says ski so that’s my message to that’s my message to Onicha very very very normal card very very normal card um so the b the banner is up here is um I don’t know if you can see but like they updated it also that when when you touch it there’s an apple that comes out which is like on special one there’s other ones for the other characters obviously um but yeah the the banners up here is basically the story so we’ll go through the birthday story cuz I haven’t se I haven’t seen it yet uh let’s go chapter one i know i’ve yapped i’ve yapped too much already it’s already been like half an hour [Music] okay let’s go [Music] a few days ago Caleb Oni suddenly asked “Okay from now on I’m going to read Caleb as on Chan because I don’t know i just feel like it.” Suddenly came suddenly asked me to meet up at the local photo studio okay his birthday is coming up and I wanted to ask him out what to see if I could discover what he wanted this year ah a photo studio huh i remember he took group pictures on his birthday every year group group pictures he knows other people but those were lost when the explosion happened i don’t know if you guys know but if you’ve been with me from the start of me playing this game but basically there was an explosion that we thought killed on Chan and it turns out he wasn’t killed and now he’s back uh it’s a complicated story hi oh oh there he is he knew you’re right you’re right as soon as I arrive at the studio’s entrance I see on through the glass he is sitting he’s clearly not sitting on one of the waiting area sofas he’s focused as he slides newly developed photos into an album he hasn’t noticed me yet perfect [Music] holding my breath I tiptoed toward Ona and slowly reach for his shoulder did I scare him of course he knew he dresses like a barista what what do you mean orange guy my plan to sneak up on him backfires i p I I pout before looking at the album in his arms he’s [Music] missing the apron what is that how barristas dress barristers baristas doing it just days before your birthday i feel like you’re trying to subtly nudge me into planning your party breast black shirt white I guess i don’t know i never really noticed i’m not going to lie on pats the spot next to him and I sit there we look at the photos together that’s nice [Music] on the first page Anchan is still a kid with a chubby face he needs both his hands on the knife to cut his cake oh we’re going for like really old photos i thought that all died in the fire don’t hit on the baristas no I don’t i barely talk to people bro what do you mean i’ve never hit on anyone in my life we’re surrounded by our friends we had friends and the camera captures the exact moment the young Caleb places his birthday hat on my head on his birthday he’s so nice did he kill them too yeah probably he’s so nice good job a few pages later Onan and I are wearing our school uniforms he’s a head taller than me here as usual the birthday hat is on my head and Onan is being pulled away by his friends who are holding basketballs multiple basketballs i knew I could trust you onision said hoes before bros i don’t know i know an holds up a photo all those bright laughing faces feel like they’re about to pull me into that moment i wish I could see the pictures how old is he now 20 i don’t know if you noticed but the audio says the word emoto which is basically like younger sister right um but the English translation never translates it like they never mention the word sister or brother like ever uh so that’s one thing this is is this is this what is this is this what they mean by censorship yeah they’re basically powers i don’t know why they did that because it’s not like nu nana yeah 20 27 although I guess I don’t know how it works when they have like birthdays do they like get old as the time goes or are they like perpetual are they like perpetually the same age because obviously today is his birthday and if he was 27 or if he was 26 is he 27 now or was he 27 and he’s still 27 or like how does it work i don’t know we never know how these works with anime characters huh yeah never aging like me actually that’s a lie because I’m now four years old and I used to be three years old forever 27 most of Blue Archives characters are of age yeah so we never we don’t really know i heavy ebony flame oh yes me thank you for coming it’s me sweet dreams ba has their character’s age when they have Oh that’s pretty cool i think that should be how it works especially in a game like this like I don’t know cuz well obvious I don’t know if they’re going to make the models age and stuff that would be I feel like that would be a bit too much but I don’t know we’ll see i don’t really care they’re not real in the photo people gather around the table to watch on me play i on the other hand stand on my tiptoes by the edge of the group i’m trying to get a peak oh it’s always a not so I guess that means they don’t age technically but this is like they’re trying to be more like realistic I suppose even though they do have superpowers and stuff i don’t know my head cannon okay i mean does it really matter they’re not even real i have never once in my life looked at a fictional character and go “Yeah but how old are they?” Like not once in my life no not once in my life have I had to i’m like I don’t know it just It just literally It doesn’t matter to me i don’t know it’s fictional i I don’t know [Music] with male characters but it’s like if they’re males like does it matter how old they actually are i never saw a fictional character i’m like and that I like I’m like “Oh am I allowed to like them because they might not be they might not be of legal age.” It’s like who cares who cares they’re not real i’m sorry but this is just I don’t know is it not normal for people to not distinguish between fiction and reality i always thought I’ve never I’ve It’s never crossed my mind anyway I don’t care it It’s fiction it’s fine fresh fresh milk but wouldn’t that like wouldn’t wouldn’t that be like how long someone has been a male for instead of their actual age so technically you should be looking at their children’s age right there’s always a loophole it’s true like one I think one of the characters in this game is meant to be like a 3,000year-old [ __ ] alien or some [ __ ] but I don’t know i’m just saying it’s never really crossed my mind i don’t go like “Oh that character is cute.” But I need to know exactly what age they are because if they’re under a certain age I’m not actually allowed to like them i just go “Oh that character is cute.” And then move on with my life i don’t know i don’t know it’s just me whatever it’s fine okay continuing on what was I saying [Music] next i like fictional characters celebrating their birthdays i mean like the birthday is different but I never check how old they actually are on their birthdays i just I know some fictional characters birthdays like I know Yazawa Niko from Love Life is July 22 [Laughter] because I used to celebrate that every year but I never was like “Oh she’s however old she is now.” I just celebrate a birthday and like move on with my life but I mean it’s fine i’m just saying like it’s fine to be curious about a fictional character’s age but like don’t let their age stop you from liking a fictional I don’t I don’t even know if this happens or not but I feel like it does don’t let a fictional character’s age stop you from liking a fictional character because they are fictional anyway sure was popular then Twitter people of course this is a this is a manipulation tactic that I also do well you’re popular aren’t you huh huh so Twitter people are not real you’re right no one is real this is all a simulation i made you a cake every single year but we had so many guests i barely got to eat any of it on how could you do this to me and then after the party ended Onan and I would sneak out we’d spend the rest of the day somewhere private it would only be the two of us platonic plat platonically insult my friends i’m terrible with birthdays usually I am too but for some reason I just remember I remember my Oshi’s birthdays essentially i just open Blue Archive four oh wow i think I think this game is like the last update was 3.5 gigs so like in total so that’s crazy i thought I thought this was big for a mobile game yeah as we got older as we got older the party would get longer until it lasted late into the night we were left with very little alone time woohoo is this not on PC yet i don’t think there’s a PC client that I know of you can play on emulator but there’s a lot of touch touch stuff so uh I’ve decided I like to play it better on my iPad which is what I’m playing it on now i’m just casting it on my PC very little alone time even my time with Onan kept shrinking on i glance over at Onan he isn’t looking at the album anymore he’s studying me with keen interest he wants me He wants me to be jealous i know i know you’re kind huh what did he mean by that what did he mean what What did he mean by that [Music] how do you know what I’m thinking about an lifts the photo album in his hand as if to jog my memory you’re right actually I better be but Anan quickly flips to a blank page in the album oh see I see this is why I don’t like the whole not mentioning the word brother or sister at all whenever it uh in the English translation because what he so what he says in English is I’m saving this for just the two of us whatever but what he said in Japanese is that I today I do not want to take a picture with you as your brother as your onen I want to take a picture with you as Maheru uh Caleb which is his name as in like not uh what you call it not not as your sibling but as dot dot dot something else I suppose it like get I don’t know it gets rid of all of the implications and maybe that’s why he’s not that popular in the test because you’d get cancelled i’m kidding i’m kidding okay anyway that’s why he said in Japanese “Hi.” But this but it’s always us i’m about to ask if there was a difference but I stopped myself at the last second so I feel like that doesn’t make any sense unless like this line doesn’t make any sense unless you understood what he said in Japanese essentially what do you mean something yeah cuz the whole thing with the whole thing with Onan is the whole like forbidden love whatever right and it’s like I feel like if you don’t mention the whole sibling thing like it kind of gets rid of that undertone which is like at that point you’re like what’s what’s the point he’s just some guy anyway maybe things are different now he’s still the same on but also not maybe he feels the same about me too [Music] okay come on the stream they were too afraid for the in but only Yes but only in the English translation so I didn’t know if they I don’t know if people like if they got feedback or something like that or they just genuinely I’ve never seen them like it’s not like they did it and then they backtracked it’s just that they never did it so I’m not entirely sure why to be honest i got to head out have a good day have a good Oni day thanks for coming by have a good on day too english localizers yeah I feel like that’s like that but obviously they have to voice it as well so but I don’t really listen to the English voice so I don’t know if it’s like word for word i feel like it would be word for word word for word um but that’s all that that’s one reason why I don’t listen to the English boys is that they basically get rid of a lot of the undertones with with Onich i don’t know about any of the other characters but yeah they just never mention it they change a lot [Music] [ __ ] on the old yeah i don’t know i don’t know if it’s like a localization team thing or like it was a it was like a request from the higher up so I don’t I don’t know the ins and outs of it i just know that there’s just it just it’s it annoys me and it one of the reasons why I’m glad I at least know basic Japanese to be able to like understand because I feel like if I play this game only in English I wouldn’t like on as much because there’s no like there’s no angst behind it you know anyway I’m not here to like point fingers because I don’t know i don’t know who’s at fault i’m just saying it was a bad decision cowards put incest back in the game i’m kidding okay sensing has how ing how I’m not saying anything pulls my nose i’m brought back to the present i feel like I feel like I am talking a lot i’m talk I I feel like we haven’t actually read the story at all and I’m just talking over it now you got to go with the stream i think I figured out that it wasn’t actually OBS and that it was Stream Elements and I was blaming the wrong guy but still I think I managed to fix it i think but if it crashes I apologize it hasn’t crashed yet uh but yeah I think we should get through the story because I’m I keep getting distracted it better only be me [ __ ] yay okay chapter 2 this is how no this is our house i say our like your part of the story you’re the like the main character is actually me and Ricardan actually various ideas come to mind for Onichan’s birthday our pasts are so deeply intertwined that if either of us were removed the memories wouldn’t be complete [Music] i invited No I would kill them and here in the present I secretly want our lives to remain like that but after all that we’ve been through what can I give to Oniang what does Oniang want from me that is a question wow yo yo put some clothes on put some clothes on the [ __ ] why is he naked [Music] i walk into the living room and immediately run into on still wearing his workout clothes he just finished exercising ah he went to the gym the sweats bro actually I think it’s shorts [Music] naked he says whatever is it off screen i think you’ll be able to see it is it off screen uh I’m pretty sure they’re not allowed to do that but I can imagine it 90% of guys dress at home well how would how the [ __ ] how the [ __ ] would I know bro shut up despite saying that Kayla okay anishan takes two bottles of water from the fridge and tosses one my way bottles of water two bottles of water from the fridge my unexpected visit will allow me to see what your daily routine is really like if I warned you you might change things around i could do that of course I already made some discoveries anyway oh what’s that whoa what are we looking at i pull up onto the sofa and pretend to write down notes with an invisible pen since he finished his workout Anikan has a bit of hair sticking up it’s probably because he got up too early and didn’t fix it [Music] an heads into the bathroom when he comes back the hair has been smoothed down it got to him oh he’s dressed now his Japanese name is Mahu yes his English name is Caleb his Japanese Japanese his uh Chinese name is like Shiau or something like that i can’t remember what his Korean name is uh I don’t know why it’s Caleb i’m not going to lie because Mahu means like afternoon and so like his his his Chinese name is like something about the summer so I don’t know if Caleb is meant to mean something anyway after breakfast Anision grabs a mechanical creatur mechanical creature from the cra from the cabinet and a model maintenance kit from his study he has a different name in every version yes all of them do also I don’t know if you know this but on builds plaml usually model planes you want me to help what if I eat one of the parts i’ve seen Anan do maintenance on his models before so I have a rough idea of what to do the cold wind that blows wow that has nothing to do with summer or the afternoon actually that’s the complete opposite that’s the complete opposite of what his other names mean i sit next to him he hands me some anti- rust oil and shows me where the gears bearings and axles are good thing I made that up you always make things up i apply the oil to those spots and he follows up with a check with a check to see how well the parts fit together but this mechanical creature looks kind of familiar i paused before looking at the display cabinets full of models not always yeah you do all of them are the ones Anan assembled back then oh so he like bought the same one and built it again oh [Music] why didn’t you ask me to help you search for them i’m going to remember it on finishes spreading the oil he restores the creature’s wings to a brilliant lifelike shine under the lamp no that sounds great i love to research stuff i’m not most people exactly only Chan don’t assume how I feel sometimes you can ask me for things i poke the back of his hand with a soft brush oh I’ve been thinking about what I could do for you like what I can give you and what you want from me wow yes is that a bad thing oh you’re doing this at the Oh nicer have fun we didn’t spend a birthday together he’s so nice i’m going to cry he’s so nice huju means universe oh that makes sense because he’s like a space pilot olive Garden so I don’t know i don’t know what Caleb means in English i’ve never been to Olive Garden because there’s not one here but I’ve heard stories about it he didn’t really think before giving me the answer whenever I flip through old photos the one where An was missing always stood out an wants such a thing which means he really did regret missing that day as much as I did wait so we actually went to the restaurant to celebrate his birthday without him that’s a bit [ __ ] up sure we can do that but is that it yeah yeah yeah yeah that’s what I mean and my her is like the middle of the day so noon so it’s like I guess his name in in um Chinese and Japanese is like warmth I guess and his name in Korean is universe which makes sense cuz he’s like a space guy uh faithful or devoted i guess I guess that makes sense as well actually cuz he’s obviously he’s like Yandere he’s like a Yandere character so I guess he would be that makes sense i don’t know it’s a very generic name i hate planning and you know this smiling he flicks my forehead describe a dog you know what um I think people do um describe Onichan as like the dog type character in the game so that actually makes a lot of sense [Laughter] literally see you every day cuz I have to do my dailies okay yeah you did it for Yeah that maybe the English team was actually cooking a little bit okay sorry English team i thought it was just a generic name you’re so demanding on I rub my forehead and pretend to think long and hard to tease oh he’s thinking he pulls out his phone and starts typing oh in less than a minute a text message pops up on my phone screen well he just texted me i’m right in front of him hello what mr caleb has successfully booked a cloud piercer ride for you we look forward to your visit i don’t know what that is you want Oh he booked a plane for his birthday well it’s your birthday but I can’t I can’t I’m not a pilot so you’re going to have to pilot on your birthday which is basically your job so you’re basically doing your job on your birthday okay whatever you Whatever you want he lowers his head slightly and looks into my eyes what does that mean what does it mean chapter three we finally got through chapter two after me just talking all the time doing your job for fun versus doing your job for money you know what yeah that’s true even though my job is just like doing little toss on my computer all day cloud Pacer is set on a remote floating island it offers rides with vintage aircraft after checking Onan’s pilot’s license and our safety gear the staff signals were good to go a tracking device at the back of the aircraft is also activated [Music] i’ve only flown on planes without autopilot it doesn’t seem like this aircraft has that oh with autopilot [Music] he’s nice [Music] wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait he wants me to pilot are you sure [Music] we might die looking at all those buttons and levers I recall the photo that Onichan took on his first flight it showed the cockpit i feel like I’m in your shoes from back then i don’t feel nervous until I actually sit here nan climbs in from the other side and puts a reassuring hand on my shoulder tall buildings oh what are they he definitely adjusts the knobs and I can imagine the person he used to be that aerospace academy student who ranked first all right okay anishan turns to me the necklace I gave him sways gently and glimmers under the cockpit’s light that’s me me yeah but now that we’re both on the same plane we don’t really have a reason to land so he leans in he leans in helps me adjust my posture and guides my right hand to the control stick okay [Music] you’re teaching me how to do this now i feel like this is a bad idea oh okay okay maybe we won’t die his hand radiates warmth which matches the gentle look in his eyes [Music] can you just do that just teach someone how to pilot i thought there was like a lot of maths involved and stuff under his guidance I pilot a vintage aircraft for the first time the view rises before my eyes and all the ambient noises fade i focus on one goal not dying you’re lying to me yeah I thought it was a lot of training but he’s just like “Here just press these buttons let’s go.” I mean he’s like a really good pilot like that’s like his his lore but like I’m not someone’s proud of himself the slight feeling of weightlessness mixes with my nervousness and runs alongside the excitement of piloting for the first time it’s not long before turbulence from an air current has this bouncing around yeah it’s really hard that’s why it’s like so expensive to become a pilot right because like there’s so much training to do i take a deep breath ana notices this and he nods while pulling back the throttle his voice acts like a fast acting antidote to my nerves i force myself to stay calm following his advice from earlier I readjust soon enough the aircraft stabilizes after reaching a certain altitude hold his hand no he better my hands are on the controls we will die i’m trying to keep us alive the thin cloud drifts by before dispersing the whole sky has been turned into my personal stage you got two hands one one to fly a plane and one to hold a nichan’s hand you’re right an indescribable indescribable sense of freedom was up inside me my heart races anicha I did it ni welcome back okay oh you had to do some car stuff that’s nice i’m piloting a fl a flame i’m piloting a plane on Nishan’s birthday excitement pride and a hint of unease mixed together i turn to look at on I want to share how I feel but I’m not sure where to start what you mean yeah I’m a certified pilot i only just learned how to do it right now back then he was bold and sure of himself like my shield who protected me from the world he could deal with anything do you still feel that way anan doesn’t respond immediately yeah if Anan is there I can do anything also he’s a pilot how can you see it from all the way up here we’re literally in the sky he changes the subject he silently looks out of the window for a while before speaking again eagle eyes i guess he also need to have really good eyesight to be a pilot as well right he speaks nonchalantly okay Mr nonchalant but his words sting i want some cake we’re making one soon even Onan who I thought was invincible had moments where he doubted himself is it me he’s so nice eagle stream watching the lights that are reflected in his eyes I realize it might be my turn to shield him from the world for a change well you’re asking me to take care of someone else i don’t think we should do that actually I hope those kinds of thoughts never trouble you we keep flying and clouds roll in overhead for a moment darkness and uncertainty cloud our view we’ll break through the clouds together huh he’s so nice outside the cockpit the night sky above Lincoln in Sky Haven is alive with sparkling lights and constant traffic yet here we are above it all it’s like this place is our secret base our little world i want to live in the skies yeah so this is the sky you usually see he’s in the sky once the aircraft steadies itself turns to me again and takes my hand i don’t want to take care of you though i’m sorry on I’m not that kind of person yes up in the v sky it becomes clear what we can each give each other i rest my head on his shoulder and savor this moment of peace that’s only for us i hope he’s not expecting me to take care of him because that’s not going to end well i’m not going to lie okay this is I think the last chapter is going to ask me to um confirm if my cake is complete this is the cake that I made for him and I think it’s really cute but I don’t know if I want to add more stuff to it or not [Music] um I like whenever I make like the cakes for for for their birthdays I try to use like everything which is probably like not how you get good um what’s the word probably not how you get good design but like everything’s so cute i just want to use it you know like this is like so small this is like an airplane cookie apparently it’s It’s nice [Music] i can also like put it on the side as well hang on [Music] it’s so cute right and like I have these flowers and there’s like gyroscopes around the the plate and the happy birthday and then like I got the little crane things i’m going to put some uh what you call these airplane cookies they’re all flying flying flying around the cakeam [Music] they are flying around the cake they’re zooming zoom [Music] it’s super cute oh I think this is the best one I’ve made so far because I am very biased [Music] like obviously you can’t even really see it that well because they’re so small but like they’re meant to be like shaped like little airplanes cuz he’s a pilot get it get it this is This one is cute because like there’s clouds in there at the top and then [Music] I want I want more little crane things i think I’ll just put it um I’ll put it on the plate [Music] [Music] little baby one so cute i wish I could change the color of the cranes they only come in purple which is like fine but [Music] but if I put too much it’s like too much purple [Music] okay so this is on the big one this one is on this one is me and that one’s our dead grandma [Music] do I really need to add anything else i think this is fine dead grandma sorry Grandma i do think about you once in a while but I know on Ken had to kill you so that we could get together and then you can like So this is the candle that shows up um in the story uh but like you can choose as well this is really nice and it goes with the cake but this one is cute so I go with a cute one previous shows your cake will appear in a birthday story as an item save it now wait wait wait let me let me angle it nicely [Music] okay okay i think we actually So this is all final now if you didn’t see my birthday letter to him was ski ski and when I if I watch chapter 4 I can’t edit them anymore and this is the cake so I think I don’t know what do you guys think about the cake do you guys think it’s too much i know I always pack it with like everything but like I feel like it’s such a waste if I don’t use everything that they give me because it’s cute [Music] i think it’s cute but I was going to be like I want to know what you guys think but actually I don’t really care [Laughter] okay basically you can’t edit anymore and when when the event ends after the after the birthday event you can basically put it in their room which I will show you later one cent no further i think I think it’s perfect the side of the cake will be displayed to him she doesn’t care i’m kidding i do care i care a lot i care too much oh bed five days have come and gone today is Onan’s birthday it is i picked him up from the fleet HQ and brought him home damn I’d be picking him up now why would Why would your present be in your closet it’s a little too early for that i give Onan the clothes I prepared he looks at it once smiles and then walks into the other room to change whoa okay he really does walk into the other room he wears his birthday suit yay he looks nice a few minutes later he steps out while wearing the outfit it’s nice you don’t look like a high and mighty farace fleet colonel she says that but there’s a plane on her oh there’s literally a plane on him i shake my head and speak with an air of mystery no you’re just only can who belongs only to me you’re right you are so right i say you but it’s me i’m so right what do you mean don’t play with me he leans in wraps part of his clothes around me and nuzzles my cheeks you can’t say that you can’t say that in front of everyone yo see this is why I like Onichan so much he’s so like possessive and is like I never have to worry you know so close before I can react he slowly releases me from his warm embrace and presses his palm against mine mine he’s so real no one understands no one understands you like I do yo where are we you literally told me to god you’re not the only one who wants to make up for old regrets oh we’re at the restaurant i slide a I slide a birthday card to a new chat i’ve been working on it for days i’ve been working it for working on it for days just for it to say ski it’s the hardest I’ve ever worked actually I have so much to say ski ski read it read it he’s going to be like “Oh it’s so profound message call it whatever you want still smiling when he can read the card word by word it’s like he’s memorizing it it’s really not that hard to memorize what did you imagine is it Is it better than what you’ve imagined he presses the card against his chest near his arm damn what the hell did he imagine it was going to be if this was better than he expected let’s hope the cake is also better than you expected then I retrieved the cake I had hidden next to my leg damn how the hell did I hide a whole cake next to my leg and remove the cover there it is we’ve been part of each other’s lives for a long time i’m pretty sure I know what flavors you like at least he’s into it of course he’d be into it he’s Mr yandere impossible [Music] he’s so nice i tried to make this birthday the best one yet but I’m not sure if you like it even now I still feel a little nervous and uncertain maybe I didn’t prepare enough or maybe I just care too much maybe because he’s on Chan he’s someone I had spent countless days and nights with and yet he’s more than just that now a warm hand covers mine on Chan looks at me and I see my reflection in his eyes [Music] the background music has faded at some point and so I can clearly hear our voices happy birthday Onishan everyone say it right now mr are you winning i am winning actually everyone say happy birthday to Onision right now happy birthday [Music] [Laughter] i need [Music] He’s so nice oh let me blow out the candle why would I Oh let him blow out the candle i was going to be like “What yay.” Sing happy birthday i don’t really want to sing happy birthday i mean we already did we We already basically did happy birthday to On happy birthday to On happy birthday to On happy birthday to Onan okay blow the candle now make a wish i’ll make it happen [Music] he kept your eyes closed for a while your wish must be really really long no you can’t tell me because then it won’t come true sing oh oh it actually wants me to sing happy birthday tap to sing happy birthday to you happy birthday back up happy birthday [Music] happy birthday to you it’ll be so funny if they send this to the devs actually okay that’s enough that’s enough are you sure are you sure they send it to the No wrapping up wrapping us in a comfortable silence the gentle melody feels like it could melt the cake [Music] but it’s too pretty but yeah we should eat it [Music] anita no longer needs to hold the knife with both hands like back then but he gives it to me what the knife i have a knife are you sure you want to give me a knife but the birthday person usually makes the first cut it symbolizes their first step into another year if I do it doesn’t mean I’m starting the year for you that’s the whole point onen smiles he walks to my side and holds my hand hand in hand we make the first cut like we’re married okay [Music] he only keeps a small piece for himself and pushes the rest toward me all right it’s a whole cake and there’s only two of us there’s no way I’m going to finish this dude [Music] he knows me so well [Music] he knows me so well they literally made this character for me holy [ __ ] yay this is the the cake that I made i’ll show you in a bit cake share his special cake for what oh I never did that how do I share it well I can’t anymore i mean it doesn’t matter your Yeah see look it’s so nice he like they’re just really nice about it like I don’t think anyone would actually act like this IRL for the record I’m not actually on my period but I turned it on to to see the dialogue because everyone was like “Oh that’s so weird there’s a period tracker in the game.” But it’s actually like really nice okay this is the room that I decorated um this is a new chance room that I decorated it’s really nice i worked really hard on decorating this the other character’s room is not as nice because I feel like it’s too much to be decorating more than one person’s room okay anyway just in case I don’t notice what do you mean wait this is the cake that we made we I guess I guess we made it where should I put it i guess I put it here like next to next to the mug what makes sense if would just let Oh am I allowed okay yeah I’m out just in case I didn’t notice what no go here what’s up with the touch man my far okay oh the tracker no do you guys not know that like there’s like period trackers like that’s like that’s just a normal app like there’s like no like there’s like separate apps for period trackers thanks for the stream happy birthday thank you so much for coming oh yes thank you for coming to celebrate yeah people just track it i think one of the benefits of tracking it is like uh it’s like you can track when you’re like ovulating and when you’re most fertile if you’re like trying to get pregnant essentially uh what else is there i guess you can plan your holidays around it I suppose and it’s like if you like if you like if you like miss it then like you’re like oh [ __ ] basically i don’t know i’ve never really used period trackers but I know people do use them they’re just like a normal app and like even like on the iPhone like the the health app has a built-in period tracker okay okay oh maybe I should have put it here actually cuz it’s kind of out of the way okay [Music] yeah people just use it i’m going to put it here actually let me just put it on the map whatever who cares hi Yay and this one is interactive because look when I press on now my card pops out i guess the game knows its audience oh yeah definitely yay so that’s what it is there is this train is also uh interactive not all of them are interactive but yeah I think you can change this as well like it says it i’m not going to lie i can’t read it i can’t read it i’m not going to lie anyway fine but yeah I decorated it very nicely i decorated on Chan’s room with pictures of me so that he can think about me all the time oh I want to Yay i want to do this yeah what else did we have in there exactly hi wait okay what did I want to do the birthday card i’ve I also have all of his cards by the way oh here we go wait no that’s not it this one oo I can level up [Music] my affinity went up okay oh my god I’m kind of scared okay okay i want you to be my I’m so scared okay okay wait wait why am I nervous bro we’re just watching a video my heart can’t take this oh my god they’re on the floor oh my god they’re on the floor get away stream yo this is probably Am I allowed to stream this i don’t even know if I get banned uh blame on you it’s not explicit should be fine right they just kiss [Music] what did you walk into this is the Onichan birthday card story you’re about to witness the best thing you’ve ever seen in your life you What do you mean how is this gooning after completing the visitor res registration i head to the lobby and spot a familiar figure in the distance anita sits in the shadows by a viewport he taps his fingers on a holographic screen as he plays a block stacking game good you’re you should be you should be working until I love in deep space yes they’re not having Whatever i feel like it’s like one of those things like I’ve played like uh like uh I feel like I have have I I played like a visual novel on stream where they basically like have sex i feel like I have or am I misremembering it but this feels more embarrassing [Music] i don’t know how to explain it i sneak up behind him and press the cold drink against his cheek yeah the one exactly and that one was fine but I feel like this is going to be more embarrassing also doesn’t he look so good in his uniform person who really like uniforms even if you don’t like it you can’t return it or refund it for that matter i just gave it to you you mean you don’t remember already they’re at the restaurant they’re just waiting for you to get off work this is probably in between the event story by the way is this a dress uniform yeah he’s like the colonel of like the like an air space team that explores the deep space i don’t [ __ ] know besides I didn’t bring anything so I could hug you better a that’s cute smiling Anishan shrugs and opens his arms i quickly step forward and wrap my arms around his waist happy birthday on yo even the AI is celebrating his birthday did I say a keyword to trigger a response chest circumerence do you guys measure your chest circumerence 0.613 cm that’s his birthday 613 June 13 that’s so cute congrats anan taps the display and drags the AI assistant to the recycling bin how else do you buy shirts i don’t know i just buy one and wear it I guess [Music] yeah i just look at it you need the chest size I suppose but the thing is like I always buy like really large t-shirts like shirts are too big for me anyway so I guess it never really mattered to me are you talking about like button up shirts i don’t really buy button up shirts because buttonup shirts you have to like you have to iron them and I don’t even actually own an iron it’s okay your girl doesn’t have Hey it’s true that’s why it never occurred to me to measure to be honest anyway I I quicken my pace to catch up with Honey Chan i can’t help but steal a glance at his chest hey yo what do you mean it looks like he gained more muscle mass i want to see let me see yo Ch oh you can always turn big shirts into a skirt with a belt i don’t even do that i just wear I wear big t-shirt big t-shirt no no no pants and then I just walk around like that that’s my favorite type of outfit actually i leave my musings behind and hand him the drink try this i asked him to increase the amount of lemon juice by three-fold it’s exactly how you like it we’re not kids anymore we don’t need to exchange everything for a taste test i never wear button up yeah I don’t I mean it’s not like I don’t own button-ups it’s just I limit But I don’t really buy too many because like I said I don’t own an iron anita nonchalantly buys the straw but you like lemons as we near the exit Liam who the [ __ ] is Liam i think that’s his colleague approaches us with a gift box in his arms after giving me a note of acknowledgement he turns to Onan oh is that guy the guy who like was helping us before 10 minutes pass only when on Chan looks irritated does Liam finally conclude his report and leave has your shift officially ended Colonel those military uniforms have tight tolerances on body dimensions that’s so true i just find them uncomfortable to wear so I only wear them when I have to oh yeah you mean the the button-up shirts i get it they’re quite restrictive i wonder if when Onan’s chest circumference grows it’s like do they have to like give him a new uniform every time much to think about has your shift officially ended Colonel 18 hours not even a whole day you made it sound like working for the fleet is equivalent to being in prison this is worse than prison um at least Liam wish you a happy birthday before getting into work related stuff i guess [Music] let’s go plus or minus a few inches anishan takes my arm and leaves me toward leads me towards the exit he’s so This is why I like him so much he’s using the same things I say really he leans closer into my ear and his voice is unexpectedly gentle okay I’m okay oh we’re we’re back at the restaurant fire on Chan’s request a few days ago we’re having his birthday dinner at a restaurant he used to frequent during his college days this is not This was not the same one this is like a different story the restaurant manager hands over the seasonal menu before stealing another glance at onion yo why you glancing why is he glancing at my man you’re coded for real for real exactly honestly I think they made this character for me i’m not going to lie you know the manager here why wasn’t I aware of this yes that’s exactly what I would say [Laughter] i like how like the MC obviously I’m not controlling the MC or anything is saying exactly what I would say which is like great me oh that was us we were just talking about that earlier we had a birthday party without him his birthday party without him on taps the menu in my hand there’s annoying smile on his face yeah sure i was just going along with everyone else back then i didn’t come up with it whatever delicious food music and the perfect amount of ambience it’s just like those birthdays I’ve celebrated with Onan before outside the layers of clouds move like melting cream anchan glances outside his fingers absent mind absent mindedly tap the table’s edge to the beat of the music how are you so sure that I was the one who picked it we chat idly while waiting for our food to arrive [Music] i was literally just thinking that under the table I quietly push the hidden cake box closer to my light okay okay it was me the cake is in position i discreetly glance at the light control app on my phone everything is ready i look up and smile i really don’t remember anymore it was probably is whatever was popular back then besides oh I draw out my words as the song’s final notes fade holographic light from above shines down on us light and shadow dance together as branches with asiatic apples stretch out from the darkness they instantly bloom into a thousand pink clouds that’s nice [Music] i doubt they’ll be as good as this year’s i take out the cake box place it on the table and untie decorative ribbons a holographic flower hovers perfectly at the edge of the cake on reaches out to touch it joy slowly sparkles in his eyes well do you like it you better like [Music] The cake I made only get second place in terms of compliments why is that exactly what I would say of course i guess that means I learned a thing or two by appreciating your cooking skills you know what I mean let’s just leave it at that i light the candles on the cake and present it to I don’t need to do everything in order again right oh look he has a little crown guy he takes the birthday crown from my hands and places it on his head without hesitation after blowing out the candles he takes the cake knife I offer him but he hesitates to make the first cut kept your eyes closed until the candles were almost out did you have a super long list of wishes this year he speaks nonchalantly damn how many times have I said nonchalantly today yet there’s a hint of nostalgia in his smile all right you don’t usually hoard the entire cake to yourself i pull up the photo Gideon sent me at noon and slide my phone next to Onan’s plate new drinking game how many times does Yuka say nonchalantly in one stream gideon and the others are having dinner today they said this day has always been a celebration for them even though you couldn’t make it they didn’t want the day to feel too somber so they got themselves an extra-L large cake they even made a 360° showcase video do you want to see it with an amused smile Nan shakes his head then he pulls out his phone to take a picture of the small cake I made why is he Why is he using his coworker as competition he’s probably like “You’re texting other men.” As we leave the restaurant at dusk the large rays of of the sunset paint the horizon in a romantic orange glow it’s that fleeting moment between day and night everything seems to be enveloped in a dreamlike uncertainty even though we already have plans I hook my arm around on each and ask what else he’d like to do tonight oh what do we usually do after eating your birthday cake what it’s your birthday today we should at least do something you enjoy oh mecha Kaiu do you think it’s Mecha Godzilla that’s not what I meant we can’t do that this year why not [Laughter] because those are celebrations in the past but this year is different on stops in his tracks and I almost bump into his shoulder why why why can’t we go straight home you’re right wait did you already know oh oh let me plug Let me plug my iPad in were you just pretending to be stomped earlier he all he does is lie all men do is lie a smile plays on his lips as he turns around then he takes my hand and leads me in the opposite direction eat hot chips this guy just has his plane around like he uses his plane as a car it’s actually really funny like can you just do that where do you even land most of the time under the cover of the night Anan Onan’s private aircraft flies towards N Island this is one of the first recreational floating islands that Sky Haven built it’s home to a unique movie theater the sky above the floating island will be our screen tonight damn that’s fancy it’s like a drivein movie theater a drive-in movie cinema driving c I don’t know what you call it but instead of using a car you have to fly there by private jet going to a normal theater is something you can do anytime with anyone today’s special flying theater yeah as our aircraft approaches the theat’s aerial vending machine Anisha slows down and lowers the side window this is so funny [Laughter] he’s so nice it’s just an example smiling he takes the steaming bag of buttered popcorn and passes it to me he’s scared he’s so nice the movie starts in 10 minutes and because this is a special screening our aircraft is the only one in the area damn we hover in the designated premium viewing zone as the angled window above us becomes transparent that’s crazy steaming bag of popcorn i found our old middle school newspaper the other day that’s how I learned about your dream of projecting movies in the sky this is the only birthday wish we have records of for Nan and is unexpectedly creative [Music] what why are you looking at me like that he leans over and adjusts my seat now it’s at the perfect angle to watch the movie why why it might give me some ideas for next year why not the melodious movie song begins to play as the hologram beam carves a screen into the sky the movie’s title slowly appears this is kind of crazy sure yeah but I asked you to watch a movie so I had to pick one you like besides I remember seeing how 30% of the reviews were negative when I looked it up the other day however I keep that thought to myself you watch this movie so many times I wanted to know what it’s about apparently the movie is not good it’s a very very long story where monotonous repetitive scenes are paired with cryptic background music that sounds like Evangelion it’s enough to make anyone drowsy for the most for most of the movie Tata just bounces around the town with their rubbery limbs and plays with their friends what wait what the hell is Tata meant to be why does he have rubbery limbs tata hasn’t flown their plane yet i wonder if this is maybe this is part maybe this is inspired by like a real thing or maybe it is a real thing and I just don’t know about it [Music] but you like it you just wanted to live a normal life the screen’s glow illuminates his profile as his smile becomes more visible [Music] his gaze is still on the sky but the far away look in his eyes moves past the projections glow to seek a more distant place fore speech oh I’m going to cry he’s so nice even he experiences loneliness when he flies no the screen cast a soft cobalt shadow across the back of his hand i place my hand next to his you like this movie because it’s when Tata can rest the moon will listen to stories of Tata’s adventures and when they buy a super sour blueberry pie someone’s there to share it they can finally take a break when the day like that so can you i hook my pinky finger with with would with any chance to make an an unspoken promise between us maybe just watching a movie with someone special time passes as we continue watching in the end Tata bids farewell to their life on the ground and soarses off toward another adventure listening to the gentle yet upbeat ending of the song and Onichan self breathing I rest my head on his shoulder and close my eyes he’s so annoying ma leans in from the side as he speaks his face is closer to mine and the loose strands of his hair tickle my forehead is the birthday wish more meaningful to you now that we’ve shared this experience say yes still waiting i keep my eyes closed all I can hear is Onan’s heartbeat heartbeat going loud growing louder damn I can’t read anymore it drowns out everything else [Music] uh that didn’t get a translation but it’s basically like I’m assuming on Chan’s friends taking trying to take a video the voices drift in and out like a distant echo warm orange light slowly seeps in and peels away a dark slumber layer by layer a warm familiar presence envelopes me as I keep my eyes half closed i nuzzle it and the sweet scent of cake drifts into my nose dazed I open my eyes and realize someone’s been holding my hand i look up when Nan is sitting against the edge of the sofa he rests his chin in his hand as he watches the lit projection screen uh screen the light softens his profile as my memory gradually returns i sit up and lean in from behind i rest my chin on his shoulder we both look at the screen as the camera as the camera pans it reveals several faces those are the younger versions of now seemingly unfamiliar people we don’t know these people anymore because Onichan killed them all it’s a birthday video that Bonitan’s friends and I recorded several years ago actually Gideon sent this to me a few days ago but I wasn’t sure if I should show you yeah we thought we should record a video for you instead so we made something but after we recorded it that was it no one remembered to actually send it to you [Music] [Music] okay that was basically uh his friends greeting him happy birthday and a bunch of other random stuff anyway there was a there was a girl there was a a woman’s voice in that video that means he has he knows other women the me in the video approaches the camera to stop the recording then that person seems to have remembered something and leans in to whisper this is the first birthday we’re celebrating while being apart to be honest I miss you i hope your mission goes well stay safe and come home soon and happy birthday oh I’m going to cry happy birthday on from the screen and next to it the birthday wishes ring out at the same time as the light sways Onan turns his head a tender gleam dances in his eyes what about all the other guy as the video starts playing again dancing lights cast a warm orange glow across his profile it’s as if he’s bathed in sunlight is it only because of the birthday wishes [Music] although he speaks of these distant memories with nonchalants okay everyone drink there’s an unmistakable lil of joy in his voice but everything you describe was how I celebrated your birthday in the cost we celebrate together eat dinner cut cake visit places we’re doing the same things we’ve always done thinking back to how I felt while planning his birthday this year I realized my feelings are completely different now how many layers i think it’s basically just a suit i didn’t plan this birthday just to relive the past even if I’m making your old wishes come true it’s because I want to see how you feel about them now not because I want to make up for what we missed i just want to know Onian do you like how we’re celebrating your birthday today my words tumble out of my mouth almost randomly however Onita never breaks eye contact with me only two I think so the sparkling happiness in his eyes become clear it’s like I’m catching a glimpse of the most beautiful cosmos oh of course the hell it’s your birthday this is why I don’t like planning because if like the person I planned a birthday for didn’t end up liking their birthday I would probably kill myself yes today it’s today’s most important thing i tried to act natural but my fingers unconsciously create deep creases in the cushions before I took you for granted you were like the sun and the sun is just in the sky always shining it’s a part of my life so I assumed that it’ll always be there you have to be way way too entitled to have someone else do something for you and don’t like it i mean true but also like I don’t know i just don’t to be fair I just don’t like planning in the first place that’s why I could never be a bridesmaid for anyone but I don’t know it scares me i care a lot about what other people think unfortunately anan leans down gently taps my fur brow and then playfully pokes my cheek he’s so nice but back then I never thought about how the son might feel a little lonely since it’s hopped there by himself [Music] maybe what drew me in was never the sun or it light if it was just you Anita even if you’re a dim white dwarf a supernova or a bunch of ruins I wouldn’t care paid all my bills everything is up to date there’s money left over nice that That’s a good thing right money left over is a good thing right i made a doll no matter what happens in the future I just want us to stay like this whoa i wrap my arms around Onan’s place and gradually tighten my embrace and hold you close after what feels wo 100 centuries he leans in it is nice the light dims and I hear his voice next to my ear it’s almost like a sigh [Music] [Music] [Music] i can’t say so i’ll leave some love thank you thank you i hope you have a good day whatever you’re doing thank you for coming by the cushion falls to the floor my breath hitches and I’m pulled into an embrace so warm that it almost burns why is he so red do you guys see how red his ears are but can a single embrace really bridge the 150 million kilometers between the sun and the earth will it be enough to make him mine it was me rubbing them red ears [Music] the clock says it’s 11:45 p.m with every tick of the second hand I’m being pulled away from today these beautiful absurd dreams belong to the night once the sun rises everything might return to the way it was my body is relaxed after showering feeling as light as air I lie in bed and stare at the light above something I do for many hours in a day i wonder if the light in his room looks like mine when he closes his eyes tonight will he think of me he better do the sound of distant footsteps resound from the living room it can only belong to him he can’t sleep either i close my eyes and I can still feel the warmth of his skin beneath my fingertips he can I can still sense his deep breath against my cheeks but it’s not enough i want to keep touching him i want us to I want us to descend into the depths of our feelings i want more i want him i sit up in my periphery the soft lights the soft light reflecting off the fruit candy tin shimmers in the same colors as Am’s eyes holding the candy tin close to my chest I open the door and head downstairs oh oh cuts it ow cut scene i got too excited yet whatever oh what the hell that was so quick i didn’t even get to read it it was so fast i don’t know i don’t know what I said to him oh Google fore foreign foreign happy birthday to your husbando yes j H E okay actually this is not my husbando this is my only don’t you like sour things yo they going Yo what the [ __ ] [Music] is this loud for my Oh my god [Music] they keep going are you guys hearing this i’m going to put the volume up for never ends holy [ __ ] oh my god oh my god wait I can’t breathe bro [Music] okay wait my vision dim is burning kisses cleaning again and again they’re as in insati in insatiable as a black hole what does that even mean my consciousness sinks deeper into the darkness he commands and then I’m captured by him once more we share everything our temperature our breath our heart beats again and again until we shatter into countless pieces in the same gravitational vortex insati yeah okay whatever thank you we won’t be separated ever again it over oh it’s not oh my god i love it it just happened oh my god jesus Christ i feel like that was I feel like that was the worst one I’ve seen from this game or maybe maybe not i don’t know i can’t remember anyway the soft rustling of sheer curtains against the window frame reaches my ears a long time has passed and our lingering breasts finally separate gently I gently push back against Onan’s chest he chuckles as he props himself up then he pulls me into his arms as we lie down a breeze slips through the gaps of the balcony’s floor to ceiling window the glass reflects our two figures inside that are outlined in a soft glow i can’t read i I’m actually struggling to read so much in the gentle light between night and day I lean against him and trace our figures on the glass my fingertip is damp from the condensation it feels like a dream an’s gaze finds me in our reflections that are obscured in the hazy light what a question to ask me right now it is not okay of course I dreamed that Onan called himself a dummy and promised to follow me around like a little tail he’s so red is that just me is that just my monitor i also dreamed that your signal was lost in a tunnel there was only darkness nothing else and then I couldn’t find you anymore you going to say that when you pretended to die pretend to be dead for a long ass time and didn’t tell me until I found out myself he does look red okay I’m not just imagining it because my my eyesight is God on each’s warm palm covers my hand the touch is gentle comforting [Music] when he can’t lift my hand and places a gentle kiss on my nose there’s so many like pilot space plane gravity like I wouldn’t say puns references I guess i rest my head on his shoulder and nuzzle against him my lingering anxiety seems to be gently caught in an invisible net then is guided away by his presence a long comfortable silence settles between us he turns his head and presses his cheek against my forehead cringe in a good way yeah it’s a bit cringe cuz you obviously no one would talk like this IRL but that’s not the point here you did it are you lying to me i thought you did i had your eyes closed for so long but you didn’t make a single wish although I’m perplexed i grabbed a cupcake from the kitchen light its candle and return to sit next to what why would you do all that would you like me to sing happy birthday again with soft candle light as our witness Anen holds my hand and slightly leans in i can almost see my reflection in his eyes i smile and my grin matches his own but you can’t tell me because then it won’t come true [Music] that was so good oh my god [Music] oh can’t breathe oh Jesus oh that was so good there he is [Music] yay we did it it only took me like three well two and a half hours because I kept talking over it notice me okay yeah i’m sorry I kept talking over it but we did it we did it we did it [Music] i feel like I ran a marathon not that I’ve ever ran a marathon to know what it feels like but I feel like I did i feel like how I think it would feel like to run a marathon okay anyway yes your birthday card event just like is insane okay anyway I’m going to move here because he’s going to keep talking over me hi i’m going to end it here because it’s now 2:00 a.m and I have to go to sleep hi Mina thank you so much for coming i had a lot of fun and thank you for celebrating Onan’s birthday with me i had a really good day today and I hope you guys had a good day too or if not I don’t know i’m sorry I guess uh yeah thank you for for being with me on Nishan day and I hope to be I hope we can celebrate Anishan’s birthday next year too speaking of birthdays it is my birthday in one two two and a bit weeks so I have been putting out warnings on Twitter because I know people forget and I forget and it’s also a warning for me so if you’re trying to prepare something I’m telling you now to do it because I have to do stuff or or not i mean it’s fine i if I don’t end up preparing stuff uh we can just hang out [Laughter] i don’t know i’m really bad at preparing um hi okay yeah on’s birthday is done now and it’s going to be my birthday next month so uh hopefully I will see you guys then as well i obviously well I’m going to try and stream before then because the month hasn’t ended yet but yeah I had a really good day today and this kind of topped it off because the card was really good and I feel like I’m going to get a noise complaint tomorrow from my neighbors but that’s okay anything for me thank you everyone so much for coming to the stream and for um celebrating Onision’s birthday with me and I hope you enjoyed me screaming and basically talking over the talking over the whole story I guess i’m sorry i just talked too much oh my god I completely forgot to tell you guys about something that happened today okay wait do you guys have like five minutes i say 5 minutes but I might keep yapping but like when we went when when me and my friends went to um the the um the on birthday event in town me and my friends went to the Onichan birthday event in town and we got the drinks and stuff so I got a little bit tipsy whatever and uh so we got like the the photo cards and like the the badges that we got from the event um so we stood there was a there is a bench outside uh the shop that was doing the event uh so we kind of put all our stuff there because we wanted to take a picture so we were taking we want to take a pictures with our drinks with with all the free stuff that we got and like which is like harmless right and then just randomly this drunk dude that uh just kind of came up to us and was like not to be rude but when when when you know when some when someone says that they’re obviously like trying to start [ __ ] but I was like whatever like they probably just think it’s weird and whatever but he was like “Oh not to be rude but uh what why why do you guys do that?” I was like “What do you mean?” He’s like “Oh is that like K-pop [ __ ] or something?” I was like I basically Well I I I feel like if I even tried to explain Auto Games or like Love and Deep Space to him he wouldn’t get it so I was just like “Yeah yeah yeah basically.” And he was like “I don’t get it i don’t think you should idolize a man.” I was like “I mean yeah you’re right but like this is a fictional character we’re talking about but you you don’t need to know that.” Uh but also like it was harmless and like he just kept like talking about how like you shouldn’t idolize a man and I think that like he does he didn’t understand the appeal of it and I was like I was like to him I was like well do you like sports i said I asked if he likes sports because he was wearing a sports jersey i think it was Giants or something and I think I don’t know NFL but I think Giants is NFL and I don’t even know why you wouldn’t have that but anyway he was wearing a jersey so I was like do you like sports but he hesitated he hesitated he hesitated and was like uh no I and I feel like I feel like he clocked that I was like going to compare like sports to whatever I was doing and that’s why he hesitated or maybe he just didn’t like sports and he was just wearing merch to be a poser and then so he said no so I was like “Okay whatever.” And then I was like I was like “Okay then what do you like?” And so he it like took him like a long ass time being like “Oh I like music.” It’s wrong to idolize Tom Brady but anyway he was like “Oh I like music.” I was like “K-pop is music bro.” And he was like “Yeah but I don’t like I don’t like idolize the people who make the music or anything like that.” I was like “Well I don’t know i you you think you don’t but I feel like you probably do.” But anyway I didn’t say that he was like he just kept going on and on about like “Oh you just It’s not the same.” And I was just like “Okay like okay but like you just do whatever makes you happy in it.” And and like it got to that point and then he he was drunk right and then he was just like “Oh I think you should idolize your parents instead.” I was like “What the [ __ ] are you even talking about?” [Laughter] I was like “That’s like not that wasn’t even in what like where did I even come from?” I was like I was like “Dude you don’t even Well okay what I said to him exactly was “Oh wait wait sorry I’m getting confused.” So when he was like “Oh I like music.” Cuz he so before before then cuz he was taking a long time to think what he liked i was going to say but I stopped myself i was going to say to him “Oh you don’t like anything so you basically don’t have a personality.” But I was like somehow I managed to reel myself in and be like okay maybe that’s a bit too mean whatever but I feel like maybe I should have just said it but he was basically looking for a fight or whatever and he was like “Oh you should like idolize your parents instead of like some random guy.” I was like I was like “That’s not even related to what we’re talking about but okay cool.” And then and then I was like “Why would I do that?” And then he was like “Because he gave because they gave you life.” I was like “Yeah unfortunately.” I was like “Yeah unfortunately.” And I was going to add he gave me I was going to add um unfortunately and now I’m here talking to you and somehow I didn’t say it i have really good I I’m a really nice person is what I’m trying to say anyway and then he he just kept going on and on about my parents and I’m like I’m like what are you even talking about and then and then he was like yeah they gave they gave you life they gave you life and now you’re using your life to idolize a man i was like what are you talking about and then he just kept going and he was like that’s such an oxymoron i was like whoa okay this is when I was like I I I was like I’m ready to go because I’ve already taken my pictures and stuff and like at this point I was like when he said the word oxymoron I just looked at him and I was like whoa big word well done and it started clapping that’s such a big word well done and he got really pissed off at that point and he he had the nerve to call me rude even though he started the whole thing and I was like he’s like “You’re so [ __ ] rude or whatever.” I was like “Yeah yeah.” And then he just started walking away i was like “Yeah [ __ ] little bitch.” Me shouting in the background me shouting in the background and [ __ ] [ __ ] i knew I knew you were a [ __ ] and that’s why I kept cuz I I was tipsy and I was ready for a fight i was tipsy and was ready for a fight and I knew this guy was obviously some just some random drunk man and I probably could have taken him but anyway there was other people there as well okam i’m literally just like I was meant to end the stream but like I just remembered the story that happened today and I forgot to say it at the start of the stream but anyway yeah there was like loads of other people there cuz there’s customers obviously in the shop and like everyone was like I think everyone probably was like “Damn I think she should shut up and like not let this keep going until there’s a full-blown fight.” But I was like I could clock this guy was a [ __ ] so I So I just kept like talking and talking to him and to be fair like I did explain to him like in good faith ju like obviously like nothing nothing I would have said would have like made sense to him but I was like explaining to him oh yeah it’s just like a thing that we do or whatever it’s just it’s just a nice fun little hobby essentially and um but obviously like he just he was just looking for a fight but like he basically started walking away and I was like yeah exactly [ __ ] like in the background and then like I think a shop person came up to us and was like are you guys okay I was like yeah I’m okay but I don’t know about him but anyway I hope he remembers that for the rest of his life and I hope he remembers that I that he got destroyed by a little girl essentially so that’s what happened today and that’s why I thought today was fun uh so the uh the whole cabon with the cosplayer and then like the whole birthday event and then that almost fight almost h uh that happened and then now we went through the on birthday story event story and also the birthday card story so today has been a good day apart from me working the whole day obviously but like we don’t talk about that hi okay I’m ready to go now now I’m really going now see you [Music] whoa I got bigger why did I get bigger whoa [Music]
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